You've found yourself,
not so lost after all.
That the world spins faster,
and nothing gets done.
That time goes faster,
yet paradoxically stands still.
Ever feel like a raindrop,
moist and wet and full
ready to burst
Fresh, new and
crystal clear
Ever feel like you knew better,
but tried anyway.
That the deck is not so stacked against you,
as it is worn, and frayed at the edges
like too many smoke filled poker
table halls, with too many liquor stained
green felt worn tops
Ever felt like making your own luck,
like rolling the dice
Ever feel it hurting inside,
so bad it gnaws and grinds,
till tears welt, and roll down your cheek
like
raindrops.
Full, salty, blurry, and translucent
sage from the wisdom,
mounting in your pain
Ever feel like ...
you are so content,
that its time for a change ?
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