In his time

God, I've never been a patient man

obsessed with time, and succeeding and having a good time
and not wasting any
and keeping it
neat

and tidy

and free from clutter,
and things that will slow me down

from situations that annoy,
and those people who irk

keeping my life sorted in my mind
to the perfect alignment
and imaginary
order

that I created

Oh, to find out that I am wrong,
that my order doesn't matter
or even exist

that my way is that of the lonely,
the bothered
the irked

may I find the patience,
to wait

to listen, and see and feel
the way
you
want

for me

m.